"And whales. My god whales freak me the **** out!"
Whales freak you out?
Large open bodies of water freak you out?
Suppose you're tasked as a support person for flood response in Manitoba next year? What would you do?
I've got a kid on the ship here who's mildly claustrophobic. He manages fairly well with normal work environments, but is incapable (gibbers like an idiot) if he gets into a spot that's too small (Sonar Trunk being an example) I think he needs to either get over it, or get out, but that 's my opinion. I'm not his direct supervisor, but it leaves me concerned about how he may respond in certain circumstances.
I think you should go hop on a whale-watching cruise and see how you make out. If you can hold yourself together, then maybe you have the ability to work through your fear and keep going. If not, maybe you should just keep going.
NS